The Spider's Strategem

God, please, please, please let this job hunt be over soon. I have just about had it. Just when I think that something is secure, it lies dangling right above my head, just out of reach and then something else pops out of the horizon. I am so tired of this now, I just want to know. If it was all in one place then it would be OK, but this is playing out of two cities, New York and Philadelphia, and I don't know right now which one I will call home. It's April, and I have been going through this for six months now. I need to start making plans for summer. The funny thing is that nothing significant changes in the world around me. Everything will still be as I look at it, the cities being so close together. Yet the decision significantly effects me by how I spend my time and whom I spend it with. I have a preference: Philadelphia, but right now I have to take all emotion from this process and keep hunting until 't's' have been crossed and it is all a done deal.