Monday, June 05, 2006

Changes




Oh my god, where did time go? Well, I can account for alot of it really but am shocked that a month has gone by before I came back to write something. I settled on a job. I bought a house. A real house with real windows in a real neighborhood. I am still in shock. It's been such a time sink and I'm bleeding money but I might actually live in it in a month's time. I have this gorgeous dollhouse that is a townhouse, 3 stories, that I have worked on and collected for over the years but now I have a life size one and it's great. It doesn't matter about the size, the thinking behind decorating one is exactly the same.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Tick Tock

It's the middle of the night and I can't sleep. For some reason, I was wiped out today and slept all afternoon. My punishment - can't sleep now. But you know, you're in that zombie state so you can't read, work, talk to people on the phone unless they live on another planet. I'm bored. Probably a letdown from an awesome weekend of shows I had looked forward to and a letdown from the stress of hunting for a job. Spoken Hand Percussion Orchestra was so fabulous this weekend. The whole energy of the place and the artists was really high and we were jamming too. Kudos to Jeremy and Radha. Afterwards, Rachel and I went to Tangerine, one of my favorite atmospheres in the city and lounged out on the couch with food and drink. Last night, despite the torrential downpour, the Koresh Dance Company did their semi-annual show. This company is so fine - everything they do leaves you in total awe and is one of the best modern dance companies in the US. Kudos to Jon. You all rock!

Why is the city lit in blue this weekend? I can see the PNB tower from my apt window lit up in electric blue. I am looking for a new place to live. I went over to check out the "loft district" - NO. In whose imagination is this a residential destination? I've already been mugged at gunpoint once, and I really don't feel like reliving the experience. I just have to be able to get to I-95 fairly quickly and to get to Studio B in Northern Libs with little effort. Those are my requirements. Was thinking art museum area, Northern Libs, and QV/Bella vista. I moved here from NYC and moving out of CC right now would be a shock to my system. Anyone hear of anything worth buying, let me know. Parking would be nice. Safety is key.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

I am in love...

I've been totally smitten. Unbelievely maddly, deeply with the Kora, a 21 stringed instrument from Mali. I want to marry it and put it in my bed. Oh, happy me! Add goat cheese with honey from Tangerine and it becomes a religious experience.

I have a job!!!!!! I am staying in Philadelphia!!!!!! About 4 months ago, I looked around and realized I had made a home here and I didn't want to leave. I'm not going back to NYC.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

I can see the Light

The word is that this job hunt may be over soon. Six months of soul searching, hunting, mapquesting, and answering questions. And my god, the personalities out there, it's unbelievable. One more interview, if that, and I think I am home free. It's been so exhausting, thinking about it all the time. I will be so glad to shed this skin. It's time to have lots of fun.

San Diego was so amazing. Joie de vivre: soaking up the sun at Coronado Island, laying in the grass, La Jolla sunsets, the soak zone at SeaWorld, the shameless monkeys at the San Diego Zoo, watching Sponge Bob Squarepants, drinking wine overlooking the sea, shopping for cute shoes and T's, gobbling raw oysters, escaping Tijuana with a bike, breakfasts on the terrace, cozying up at the W, catching up with Yvona over cocktails. Was there a conference here somewhere?

Sunday, April 02, 2006

The Spider's Strategem

God, please, please, please let this job hunt be over soon. I have just about had it. Just when I think that something is secure, it lies dangling right above my head, just out of reach and then something else pops out of the horizon. I am so tired of this now, I just want to know. If it was all in one place then it would be OK, but this is playing out of two cities, New York and Philadelphia, and I don't know right now which one I will call home. It's April, and I have been going through this for six months now. I need to start making plans for summer. The funny thing is that nothing significant changes in the world around me. Everything will still be as I look at it, the cities being so close together. Yet the decision significantly effects me by how I spend my time and whom I spend it with. I have a preference: Philadelphia, but right now I have to take all emotion from this process and keep hunting until 't's' have been crossed and it is all a done deal.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Mavi Gupta

Wicked was phenomenal! It was clever, funny, the lighting was out of this world, and the songs, especially 'Defying Gravity' was edge-of-your-seat breathless, and we had the last two tickets available, backrow. If tickets costs were not prohibitive, I would see it again. Totally worth it.

Today, I have to memorize my script for tonight's acting class. I play an evangelist who sits in the bathroom praying on people waiting to use it. Actually, she locks all the bathrooms on purpose and then camps out on the sofa waiting for her victim. This class is acting for the camera at the Walnut theater and the best part is when we get to watch the takes and you see how you did. Most of the time, it's side-splitting laughter at the product. It's the best class.

Today's tasks: work on my entrepreneurial class assignments, go visit the Myrna Bird Integrative Health Ctr downstairs to see what's going on down there, learn my lines and get the delivery right, and go to the library to pick up my articles. And surf the net.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Wicked

Yeay!! The day has finally arrived when the tickets Marni & I bought months ago come due - for Wicked. We've been wanting to see this for over a year and now, today, we go! I'll tell you how it is. And it's gorgeous outside, Spring is in the air, and I have an hour presentation today and I hope it rocks (if I go now and practice it). The group is really interactive but have thrown me curveball questions in the past so I hope they don't ask anything too unrelated this time. I've had to weasle my way out of some of them. While I'm on the subject, I hate it when people ask two questions at the same time. I'm up there and I answer their first question and then I can't remember what their second question was. It's like you have a lightening bolt of Alzheimer's. 'What am I doing here?, What is this?, Who are these people?? Help!!'

Monday, March 27, 2006

Well-Being

Woke up this morning with a total sense of joy and a strong feeling that everything is going to be OK. The next two months are going to be so fun, a time to explore and imagine all the wonderful possibilities and it is all going to fall into place. I'm at work and positively radiating, I feel so good. I've got great things planned this week and next week and then, off to San Diego - sun, beach, going out with Yvona - what's not to love right now?

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Hat I knit but Xia stole

Saturday, March 25, 2006

The Glass Box Conundrum

I do some of my best work in spaces that have lots of light, good music, and good tables. Two new coffeeshops just opened up near me making up for the loss of The Millenium in my neighborhood. I loved Millenium's floor to ceiling windows and the light that flooded in, and when the weather was nice, they would open up the windows and you felt like you were outside. However, I do not miss the the loud Queens for whom no topic was taboo and who seemed to pop up like a jack-in-the-box whenever you needed to concentrate. So I am really excited about the arrival of Chapterhouse on 9th and Bainbridge. Light, airy, internet access, great artsy crowd, professionals, good music - what's not to like? Actually, the cupcakes suck. I have some advice... Crisco is not frosting. Another one, Cafe (something or other), opened on 10th between Walnut and Locust, also very cool on first visit. I haven't checked this one out after dark, however, my fear being that it will be heavily patronized by medical students and not be distinguisable from the library. Eeeew. The Pond in Northern Liberties has the best ginger tea EVER and feels like your living room. The staff is awesome and the crowd is interactive. Pipe up your opinions at any time even if it is none of your business. InFusion in Mt.Airy - good lighting, high ceilings and a very patient staff who kept me off Lincoln Drive, that road from hell. Alot of lesbians, young students, and older guys who looked they had been there for days and dust was starting to settle on them, I don't know.

Patience, Om

"i beg you...to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is, to live everything. live the questions now."

-rainer maria rilke

Friday, March 24, 2006

I'm outta here!

Yeah, it's Friday, although this weekend that makes no difference to me as I have to work my other part-time job. But Winter pays for Summer and working now means no work in summer - Yipee! Two great months off to do whatever I want to do. Brazil, FINALLY, will be nice. I want to go see a band tonight but it's late, and it's going to hurt tomorrow when I have to wake up at 6am. But hey, that's what Modafinil is for. You still feel terrible but it gets you through the day and is way better than coffee. Would have been nice to have this through residency in NYC. Crawling back home at 4am from a night out and working the next day, ouch. Or working a 30 hour shift without sleep. Thank god that's over, but this weekend I plan to visit old times.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Wishing I was there and not here....



Trekking in the Andes, Peru. See June Blog.

Get a Move On

I have a research day today and my project is sooooo boring. I understand it's relative importance to the economics and future of migraine and I PROMISED I'd work on it, so there I go. Diseases related to young women are underfunded; I don't think our society sees us as an important influencial demographic. We are somehow seen as 'emotional and fickle' and the best and brightest of us are out here working our butts off changing that perception. I counsel alot as part of my job as a headache specialist. I counsel women on stress, relationships, work-life balance, alternative therapies, anxiety and depression. Well it's no wonder it's a struggle, if we are seen as emotional and fickle and unable to make our own decisions. PlannedParenthood is right across the street from where I live and I am in disbelief that people would stand out there and protest in this busy day in age. I am not even allowed to make my own decisions, to lead my own life because I am a young woman? How dare you?!

That undercurrent is running pretty strongly in my life right now as I make my own decisions of how I want my life to be. I have to be brave against all odds and mold my life to my mind's eye. I can do this. I know I can.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Stick it to me, monkey

Another job interview today. The job in New York fell through about 24 hours after the silo epiphany, so I now have no eggs in my basket. Nothing is sticking, I swear. I am rubber girl. All I can do is remove myself from myself, or like one of my patients said to me, stand outside yourself and look at yourself from afar. "Your life is so exciting", everyone is saying to me. If you could only enjoy this time and know that it is transient. Yes, it is exciting. But not in that "I am sooooo excited" sorta way. Not if you are in it. It's like a roller coaster ride gone bad. I know what I want to be doing, I just want to go be doing it. NOW. I just want everything to fall into place very soon.

I am making alot of progress on the Hanuman Chalisa. Recitation of the Hanuman Chalisa is supposed to help remove obstacles for those who attempt it. I have two different versions, and I don't know what rhythm to choose. Neither of them fit my voice great, but I have to pick one and stick with it. I don't even know who is going to accompany me yet. Stick it to me, monkey.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Brainfried



Nieces Anika and Xia

Just got back from an interview in Bethelehem on which I had two epiphanies that this is not where it's at. For the record, the interview went well and I liked the people/place. But on the way there, I passed a silo and just about freaked out. Passing silos on the way to work each day - what the hell am I doing?? This is not me. Then, after 2 hours in the car on the way back (I got lost a few times), I got a migraine and had to stop for rest, food, gas, recovery at a coffeeshop in Mt. Airy. I essentially stared into space for 2 hours shaken while the staff at InFusion mopped and swept around me. I need to be near work. Period.

My brain is sooooo fried. It is in overtime at all times for the last 3 months. I don't listen to people when they talk to me. I can't concentrate. I no longer even see their mouths moving. I have jetlag so badly on top of it. I need sleep. My thoughts are eating up my brain. At least they are happy thoughts. Sometimes scared thoughts. Always planning thoughts. Trying to stay in the moment. Need to work systematically. Fatigue will put it all thoughts into perspective. Can't sleep, must plan, must return phone calls, must make lists. Then won't think yet. Listen to mucsic, focus on the music. Calm. Signed up to sing in Sanskrit. Certifiably insane. Mad laughter. Strangely looking forward to it. Acting class tomorrow - will show up and watch. Did not do assignment. Don't even know what the assignment is. Need to cope tomorrow at work, busy day. Weekend good for jetlag. I need sleep.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Listening today to ...

Finally flying out of the Bay Area back home. I am looking forward to being back home and wearing different clothes, seeing my wonderful friends, gathering the info to make the Phila vs NYC work year decision and having that settled. In my CD player today: "Unhand the World" by Blivit and "Offerings" by Vas. So different, both great.

PharmAmorin: Late Breaking News

Wonder Drug Inspires Deep, Unwavering Love Of Pharmaceutical Companies

March 6, 2006 | Issue 42•10

NEW YORK—The Food and Drug Administration today approved the sale of the drug PharmAmorin, a prescription tablet developed by Pfizer to treat chronic distrust of large prescription-drug manufacturers.

Pfizer executives characterized the FDA's approval as a "godsend" for sufferers of independent-thinking-related mental-health disorders.


"Many individuals today lack the deep, abiding affection for drug makers that is found in healthy people, such as myself," Pfizer CEO Hank McKinnell said. "These tragic disorders are reaching epidemic levels, and as a company dedicated to promoting the health, well-being, and long life of our company's public image, it was imperative that we did something to combat them."

-The Onion, March 6th, 2006

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Philosophy for Today

"Your work is to choose from that which feels good to you, and fixate on it as long as it gives you pleasure and joy. In doing so, you will live a magnificent experience. You just have to not let your joy depend upon what anybody else is living, 'cause that'll get you every time."

From Abraham-Hicks

Confessions of a Spider

One of my friends in New York City nicknamed me "The Spider" or lovingly, "Spidey". Whereas, I am thankful that this epithet hasn't caught on (something to do with casting a web and people getting stuck in it, I'll leave the rest to your imagination), it is the creature that I probably identify most with. Lately, it seems like one of my eight legs are in one project or another and I'm trying to spin it all into something worthwhile. One of the projects I am very proud of is launching M.E.O.W., hopefully this spring. The Migraine Educational Organization for Women ( M.E.O.W.) is a platform for educating women in their 20's and 30's, the demographic that migraine affects most, by myself and other headache sufferers and healers in the same demographics. I have this idea of a symbol of this cat head with crosses for eyes and stars floating over its head like in the cartoons when Itchy and Scratchy get pummelled. Other projects include writing a book for the MEOW demographics, choreographing a bellydance with Isis wings, finding a job (@#$%^), working on my life project. I'm trying not to stress... it's all fun, it's all good.

Curly Girl

Women stop me all the time to ask about my long, naturally curly hair so I thought I would confess a cult secret... I never shampoo it. There I said it. The one time I shampoo'ed it in 3 years, all the curls unraveled. I have lots of support for this socially errant behavior. Anyone with curls must read "Curly Girl" by Lorraine Massey which basically changed my life. I wash and condition my hair daily then put light angel gel in it when wet and walk out the door. I do not own a comb, brush, or a hair dryer. I am a walking billboard for the holiness of Devachan Salon in SOHO, New York City. James, my colorist, is a god. Carlos, my stylist, is a god. I now refuse to let anyone else touch my hair because of the quality of work that these guys do. Their link is www.devachansalon.com. The pilgrimage here, even once, is worth it.

Friday, March 10, 2006

The Voices of Sirens

I love world music and having been lucky to be exposed to a wonderful varied soundplay in my life, stuff that transcends genres and cultures. I am always looking out for good stuff. Two of the most beautiful female voices alive in the world today belong to Anneli Drecker of Norway's Bel Canto and Zara Tellander of Sweden, currently with Cirque du Soleil's Varekai. Anneli Drecker has an amazing voice range and the voice of an angel, as Bel Canto fans already know. Zara Tellander is stunning on "Vocea", as clear and piercing as they come. I want to choreograph a solo dance piece to this haunting song with Isis wings. My favorite male voice prizes go out to Iarla O'Lionaird of Afro Celts (AfroCelt Sound System)and Michael Tomlinson from Seattle. Trained as a traditional Celtic singer from Ireland, Iarla's voice is amazing against any world instrument. And Michael Tomlinson's simply beautiful acoustic guitar and introspective lyrics showcase his voice perfectly. My cats actually purr when he singing, I swear.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

"Leaving New York" excerpt - R.E.M.

"Leaving New York" excerpt (part of next entry)

It's quiet now,
And what it brings
Is everything
Comes calling back-
A brilliant night
I'm still awake
I looked ahead
I'm sure I saw you there.
You don't need me
To tell you now
That nothing can compare.

You might have laughed if I told you,
You might have hidden a frown
You might have succeeded in changing me
I might have been turned around.
It's easier to leave than to be left behind
Leaving was never my proud
Leaving New York, never easy
I saw the light fading out.

Now life is sweet
And what it brings I tried to take
But loneliness
It wears me out
It lies in way
And all not lost...

Leaving New York, Never Easy

While alot has been written, scripted, filmed, and sung about how great life is in the Big Apple, those of us NYC expatriates leaving the mothership often have this identity crisis that takes months to repair. You belong there but live here, then you don't belong there and you don't belong here, and then very slowly you convert over. Very little is written about us. I have taken solace in the collective experience of my friends who have made this transition. I moved to Philadelphia for professional training, not wanting to leave NYC in the first place, but taking the next best closest thing to it for a boost in my career. One friend met the love of her life and moved here, one came for school, others because life in NYC was getting expensive, and yet others because of work. It took me a painful 6 months to get over the change in energy, another 6 months to form new roots, 6 months to discover Philadelphia's gems, and now 6 months where I am not really wanting to leave. I have the option of moving back to NYC and eventhough I have savored that thought many times as I was going through my transition, I recently visited and am ambiguous. A year ago, I would have moved back in a heartbeat if I could. Yeah, I love the energy of my old stomping grounds. I love seeing my friends. I love knowing where all the things I want are located. But, I also have acquired an appreciation for my space, my time, my peace, and the deeper relationships I have established because a hundred things aren't vying for my time. Oddly, my recent visits have brought on this feeling of "been there, done that". I am uncomforatable at the thought of contorting into a small apartment again eventhough it never bothered me in the first place. Worse is the remembrance of the inevitably painful transition and the possibility of having to do it all over again if I leave NYC again in the future. REM's 'Leaving New York" kept in my head... "Leaving New York's never easy. I saw the light fading out." It is hard. And it still is not perfect. But more and more these days, I am happy where I am.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Waiting for Baby Anika

Here I am in Vallejo, an hour ourside of San Francisco in the northern bay, waiting for a baby that does not wish to come out. No, she does not want to. She teased us. I changed my flight immediately and came two days early not to miss this baby's entrance into the world. But she saw that it was cold and damp, the roof was leaking in her nursery, her big sister Xia was making lots of noise, and she decided to just stay where she was. She is a Zen baby. She doesn't kick, punch, or contract her way to attention.

I have spent much of the last 6 days working on my projects, thinking alot about my goals, playing with my niece, and waiting. Waiting. We still wait. Little Anika, please come out now. I feel just as incubated as you are in your womb. I can't go anywhere because we must be ready. Ragini is tired. And you are right, it is cold and rainy.

I think it will be a very good turn of events when you come out. There are lots of new beginnings and good things waiting to happen. Dreams and goals that must be born also. So with your birth, we can all celebrate. We are ready now.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Salkantay Trek -Peru

"Why do you stay in prison
when the door is so wide open?
Move outside the tangle of fear-thinking.

Live in silence.
Flow down and down in always
widening rings of Being."

-Rumi

About me: I have been backpacking around the world since age 21. I lived an expatriate student life in Prague in 1994 and can manage in four languages. This trip was a personal journey to Machu Picchu, the Inca's center of the world. Usually an urban trekker, this was my first adventure in outdoor trekking. As a solo traveler, I pushed through physical barriers and fears. In return, I experienced incrdeible beauty and met some wonderful people along the way.

I hope that this blog sustains the memory of this trip and provides others who are thinking of making this trip an idea of what it was like. I thought I would be prepared for the altitude as I had been OK in other high altitude cities, like Mexico City, but the altitude in Cusco affected me quite badly for days. Prior to my arrival, I had booked the Salcantay trek ( 5 days/4 nights, 100km) to Machu Picchu with United Mice. This is an Inca Trail but is not the classic Inca Trail (4 days/ 3 nights, 33km). The payoff is that the trail isn't crowded and goes over amazing vistas but is physically difficult and starts in high altitude.

Gear that I loved: My Asolo hiking boots, Columbia Goretex fleece jacket & windbreaker, Roehmer socks and liners, EMS hydration backpack, Outdoor Research sunhat, baby alpaca hat and gloves, fleece pants, wetwipes, Teva sandals, dexamethasone, DEET 30 spray, Neutragena sunscreen 30, Sorijichi Pills, toe warmers.
Gear that was useless: dental floss, my suitcase on wheels, Purell hand sanitizer (wetwipes were better), Goretex ski gloves (alpaca was warmer), Diamox
Gear I wish I had: head-mounted flashlight, super quick dry towel, a pair of lightweight expandable walking poles, an altitude-distance-temp watch, fitted convertible pants, prescription sunglasses, down sleeping bag

Day 1: My flight out of Philadelphia was cancelled at the last minute because of a storm in Miami, my first stopover. Unfortunately, I lost a day in acclimatizing.

Day 2: I start my flight out again with stopovers in Miami and Lima and arrive in Cusco at 8am Sunday morning. My hostess gave me coca tea upon arrival to help with the altitude. I decided to do all day guided tour of the amazing Sacred Valley/ Urubamba Valley because it was market day in Pisac, the finest market in the region. We tried some 8 varieties of potatoes (potatoes are from Peru) and corn while perusing the colorful craft market. We visited some smaller towns along the way, including the citadel ruins at Ollantaytambo and stopped for lunch at an amazing buffet where all the local speciaities were available, including alpaca and guinea pig. I was tired but only had a slight headache.

Day 3: I felt the altitude today - a faster heartbeat, a slight headache, and pins and needles in my face, hands and feet. The Diamox I started before the trip did not help but the dexamethasone aborted the headache. I drank alot of coca tea, a regional aid for the altitude. I spent most of day gathering gear for the trip. Other trekkers warned us that it was extremely cold at night on the trail and recommended alpaca knits and fleece. At 7pm, we met at the United Mice office for a breifing. There were 15 of us from all around the world :Gary and Claire - Ireland, Line and Fritz - Norway, Stephanie and Yvonne - Switzerland, Marcus- Germany, Andreas- Australia, Mark - USA, Glenda - New Zealand, Zoe and Sharon - UK, Liesbeth and Olivier -Belgium and myself. Our guides were Yesenia, Solei, and Edgar.

Day 4: United Mice picked us up at 4 am in a bus-truck hybrid, and we drove 4 hours to Mollepata for breakfast and then another hour to the start of our trek. After lunch, the trail meandered through a large field then zigzagged steeply uphill for 3 hours. All the while, it was getting colder as we reached the base of Salcantay mountain. We camped at an elevation of 4200m. That night temperatures were 15F (-5C) and I hardly slept despite wearing 8 layers. The cotton sleeping bags given to us were inaedequate for these temperatures. My resting heart was 120 bpm and I was tachybreathing. However, camping outside under with the milky way was a magical experience and the gorgeous snow capped Salcantay loomed over us across the lagoon. We heard two loud avalanches in the night that sounded like distant thunder but we were far enough away. It added to the raw beauty of the Andes.

Day 5: In the morning, I found my eyeglasses frosted inside the tent much to the humor of Andreas, my tentmate. Since clean water was a commodity, I decided against contacts. As we prepared for breakfast, I had no appetite and felt naseous. My heart raced at the slightest exertion. Zoe and Sharon were feeling terrible and abandoned the journey and Solei accompanied them out on horseback. The rest of us climbed uphill for 3 hours to the first pass. I had a difficult time. The nausea worsened as I ascended and with the double vision and dizziness, I could barely place my feet on the rocks. I perservered to the pass but started the descent immediately. I seriously considered abandoning the jouney, but there were no emergency horses left so I had to continue. Yesenia gave me a cotton ball drenched in alcohol and herbs to sniff and I chewed alot of coca leaves. A passing caravan let me hire a horse for the last 20 minutes of the journey to join the others for lunch. My teammates were very supportive and coaxed me eat despite having my having no appetite. Afterwards, I felt better and could continue the descent. After another 3 hours, we camped for the night at the side of a mountain village.

Day 6: I was never afraid of heights until this trip. Many times I did not dare look down. There were no ropes or anything manmade to hold onto. The day started down a very steep, slippery and narrow trail that hugged the mountainside. We left the puno, the highest Andes elevation and descended into rainforest. Here we passed a dead horse that slipped off the trail a few days ago, saw orchids and tropical plants, and ate guavas in a pasture. We stopped frequently to allow horse caravans to pass on the trails, leaving dust in their wake. At one point, there was a small avalanche of rocks that fell ahead of me on the trail. On many difficult but beautiful parts, I focused only on the trail and couldn't stop to take photos. At the end of the day, we washed in a glacial river. My long curls were now a mass of dust coated tangles and I was coughing from the dust I had breathed in on the trail. The humidity made it difficult to dry laundry and the sleeping bags were smelling musty. Thankfully, the nausea and dizziness had gone and I had a normal resting heart rate. My appetite returned. However, the tingling remained for a few more days and my knees were sore.

Day 7: This day's trail itinerary went over a steep uphill pass and then descent. I chose not to join today's trek. I was given that option and I felt that my body needed rest. I spent most of the day with Line, Marcus and Yesenia who also opted out. We took a bus to a a river where we crossed a long, wobbly suspension bridge on foot and then walked to another cable bridge where we were transported two at a time in a metal suspended cage. Finally, we stood in the back of a truck with the locals and their produce as it made its way on a serpentine cliffside path overlooking a roaring glacial river. When we got to our destination, we took a cold shower. Line, Marcus, Yesenia and I waited for the others to join us on the patio. After lunch, we went by train to our last campsite at the foot of Machu Picchu mountain. That night, the mosquitoes were out in droves. Their bites itched like mad. We hiked to Agua Calientes and had a good night soak in the questionably hygeinic sulphur baths. The baths were open to the stars and the whole group relaxed our aching muscles and talked. The town of Agua Calientes was like a small Alpine village with a main road dedicated to tourists. The hardest thing was smelling and refusing all the scrumptious food that we hadn't eaten in days. United Mice had good camp food, but it was hard to refuse these gourmet meals. I compromised with a small bag of Doritos. My walk back to camp with Glenda in the dark was really beautiful with just the shadow of the mountains surrounding us.

Day 8: We woke up at 5am to be at Machu Picchu at 7am just in time to see the sun come up. Our reward for doing the trek was having the ruins virtually to ourselves. After 10am, the first trains come to Agua Calientes bringing 1500 people to the site daily. Machu Picchu was stunning and more beautiful then in pictures. It is completely surrounded by soft Andean peaks and the ruins are in good condition. Unfortunately, we had the most incomprehensible tour guide and quickly lost interest, but he was worth it for the laughs. A day for flying Coca leaves, Llama north, and the evil eye. I climbed the base of Huayna picchu but decided to leave the peak for another day. When all the tourists started to arrive, we headed back to Agua Calientes for a long-awaited pizza with Frtiz, Line, Gary, Claire, and Edgar. The others joined us eventually. I took a 5 hour train back to Cusco at a different time than the rest of my group but was hoping to meet them back in Cusco for drinks that night at Jack's Cafe. On the train, I revisted all the vistas backwards and in fast speed but via the comfort of a train seat. I had a great conversation with an Italian couple for the duration of the trip. When we finally arrived in Cusco, the streets were overun with crowds celebrating a festival and traffic was horrible. I got to the hostal, had a luxurious hot shower, and tried to meet the group at Jack's Cafe. Unfortunately, I lost my way in the crowded Plaza Del Armas and got there too late. Nobody was there.

Day 9: After a good sleep in a real bed, I arose early for breakfast at Jack's with the goal to sit, eat, and see if any of my group would show up. Without cellphones and leaving as quickly from Agua Calientes as had happened, meeting up proved a challenge. Luckily, Fritz came to Jack's Cafe to see if I was there and then eventually, Claire, Gary, Line, Fritz, and Glenda showed up for lunch. We ate and took the day easy. I bought an awesome ceremonial knit hat at the Mercado Del Artesenia which I hope to frame and we looked for gifts and small trinkets to add to existing collections at home. After a nice dinner at Baghdad Cafe, we said goodbye to Claire and Gary who were on their way to Cuba.

Day 10: After a breakfast at Jack's again, I said goodbye to Line and Fritz who were continuing their journey to Lake Titicaca. I needed professional help for my windworn curly hair and antibiotics for the worsening bronchitis. After taking care of these needs, I spent the day visiting some of the cathedral and churches in Cusco and exploring the meandering cobblestone streets. I wandered into Magic Hands where eI met Jesus De Jairo, a Quechua shaman who makes beautiful jewelry. His door is locked and he only allows people into his store as he wishes. With a gregarious personality and an imposing stature, this man will tell you things about yourself that you thought only you knew. Also recommend is the elegant handmade silver jewelry at Esme designs on San Blas. This area of Cusco was my favorite - it's a quiet artistic section on a lovely hillside.

Day 11: It's my last day in Cusco and I had a few hours for a relaxed breakfast and buying gifts. I was now fully acclimatized and it seemed a shame to have to go back to sea level and let it all go to waste. I left that afternoon and with the stopovers, I arrived in Philadelphia 20 hours later on my birthday. Luckily there was no jet lag with a one hour time difference. But I am tired. I scrub myself clean and take a nap. I can unpack tomorrow.

I loved trekking and being outdoors. Despite the inconveniences, I would do it again, but I need to train before my next trip and have at least 5 days to acclimatize before setting out. I learned to be really efficient from my fellow trekkers. I also have a better idea of altitude neurology than I did before. Please enjoy the photos and feel free to write with any comments or questions.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005


Machu Picchu June 18, 2005